Yes, It Was My Imagination

Hey you,

I guess all of those “symptom” were just my imagination. I just got my period today (one day earlier than expected) and I’m not quite sure how I feel about it.

Part of me is upset that the oven is officially empty and another part of me is relieved that I’m not pregnant. I know I want to be pregnant but I’m also always aware of my weight issue. This is the first year that I’ve really got back into my exercise routine and have shed about 4kg (about 9Lb) since the start of the year. I need to lose another 20kg (about 44Lb) to really be healthier.

I’m not obese, I’m just slightly over weight. I’m very tall compared to everyone else in my family and my bone structure is quite thick. My father is of European decent and his mother and him are extremely tall people. I guess I’ve been blessed with their genes because my mother is extremely short.

Living in Asia doesn’t help me much with my self image, everyone is very short and petite! Lucky for me, Mr. Man is the same high as me and around about the same size, give or take a few kilos. So here’s to getting healthy…uh…after our holiday next week!

oxox,
S.